it's been a while. and i just realized that i've been using that "it's been a while" statement a lot these days. well, i guess it's quite safe to assume that i'm still in hiatus.
what's up?
been through a lot. (being gone for more than three months, i guess it's quite understandable that a lot of things will definitely happen in that span of time.)
had my up's. sank deeper after that.
have you ever felt as if nothing's going right? it's like falling. you just fall... and fall, and fall some more. once you pop you can't stop. once you drop you can't stop.
bumaon na naman ako sa lupa.
what's up?
been through a lot. (being gone for more than three months, i guess it's quite understandable that a lot of things will definitely happen in that span of time.)
had my up's. sank deeper after that.
have you ever felt as if nothing's going right? it's like falling. you just fall... and fall, and fall some more. once you pop you can't stop. once you drop you can't stop.
bumaon na naman ako sa lupa.
*sighs*
i'm tired of being maudlin. i'm tired of boring people with my freakin miseries. but to hell with them, i ain't writing to please anyone.
you know, one of the greatest irony of blogging is that sometimes you reach that point wherein you will lose it's essence. you blog to free yourself. to rid your soul of all that extra baggage that you just can't throw off in the real world. but apparently, it'll still catch up on you in time. you tried to hide yourself in a mask. cover your soul with the net's greatest advantage - anonymity. but is there such a thing as that? you establish a completely different persona, but what happens next? your world, without your really wanting to, will slowly collide with that one space you've been trying to run away from. then you become you again. not that you're not you. but it's just that you don't wanna be you for a while. geez.
crap. i see i managed to digress again.
i'm tired of being maudlin. i'm tired of boring people with my freakin miseries. but to hell with them, i ain't writing to please anyone.
you know, one of the greatest irony of blogging is that sometimes you reach that point wherein you will lose it's essence. you blog to free yourself. to rid your soul of all that extra baggage that you just can't throw off in the real world. but apparently, it'll still catch up on you in time. you tried to hide yourself in a mask. cover your soul with the net's greatest advantage - anonymity. but is there such a thing as that? you establish a completely different persona, but what happens next? your world, without your really wanting to, will slowly collide with that one space you've been trying to run away from. then you become you again. not that you're not you. but it's just that you don't wanna be you for a while. geez.
crap. i see i managed to digress again.
bottomline is that there will come a time when you will lose every bit of skin left in you. everything's out in the open. your guts and internal organs are all out for consumption.
fuck. focus.
i'm back. get out.
fuck. focus.
i'm back. get out.
