"you were there for me even if i didn't know i needed someone, either to talk to or who'd listen to my deepest, crazy thoughts. you already have an answer even before i get the chance to ask. i'm sorry if sometimes i'm not as good as what a friend should be. you've never turned me down. i know i can always depend on you ... and it scares me. i was used to keeping all my problems, fears, worries, or any other thoughts to myself. i advised myself. i helped myself. since you came i can't help but spill out whatever comes to my mind, petty to complicated. it gives me some sort of relief for doing so. what if the time comes that you won't be there for me, not because you choose not to, but due to circumstances? please give allowances for my tantrums and impatience. you're the only preson who bears with me that it makes me feel guilty. you listen to me. i unload my problems through that and i realize i somewhat pass the burden on you. i'm sorry. i think i've caused you trouble more than anybody has. no one has ever understood me as you have. i don't have many friends. but you know what? i don't care. you alone are worth a thousand great people one could ask for. i have you and i take pride in it. i'm praying it stays that way forever. if i've touched your life in any way, you've touched mine a hundred times more. you're my bestfriend, more like family. i hope you'll be wherever i'll be. sana pwede kitang ibulsa. for the nth time, thank you for everything."
you obviously have no idea of the pain you're causing me. but you don't have to worry, i'll wait. in vain. but i'll wait.
for now.
" ikaw na lang ang natitira na pwede kong sandalan. i know that by saying that i'm sort of putting pressure on you. i also know you have your own struggles in life that sometimes you get to the brink of pushing people away. but please, i hope you make me an exception. please."
you obviously have no idea of the pain you're causing me. but you don't have to worry, i'll wait. in vain. but i'll wait.
for now.
